Done

It bothers me to think that everything that happened in connected to me. I upset the balance. They always said that before i came along nothing exciting ever happened. It was dull. Boring. Peacefull.

With me its a circus. A never ending rollercoaster. I know that i have destroyed your perfect peacefull world. You remind me everytime something happens. It seems no matter what happens or where i am, It gets pinned on me. But who knows, maybe it is my fault and it is my responsibility to change it for the better.

I cant do this to them anymore.